i love bowling
sportsschool05-08
AUT09
sportsschool09(don't ask, okay wait. do)
19/01/1992 hits
i won't die without my phone :D i'm stubborn but i'm trying to fix it.
i want a whole day that i can spend doing exactly what i want,
with who i want.
i want a best friend right here right now
i badly need to buy new shoes i need to go shopping for shirts soon
i need to lose fat, pretty badly now
i want someone to teach me guitar
& someone as noob as me to jam with
i believe that life is NOT meant to suck
may God teach me to love.
"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequete, but that we are powerful beyond measure...
It is our light, not darkness, that most frightens us."
Friday, March 03, 2006
sht man today is DAMN bloodi stupid -.-" my sister brought her frenz to our house to have a party, i threw one of them, lina, in. not only she didn't want to go in. thats not the worst part. the real bad thing is that when she did go in. she had her wallet. she was wearing a skirt. and SHE HAD HER HANDPHONE. damnit i'm so fucked! i tried blow-drying it for about 15 mins. it became DAMN hot. hehes. i dunoe how is it now.. haiz.. stupid chris. another screw up your driver. rawr.
things bothering my head-- --letting go is never easy. i tried to make myself think it didn't matter anymore. but i couldn't help myself. i know it does. no matter how i try to shrink it. it won't dissapear. its still there.. i can't let you go. not soon and definetly not now.. i wish i had you by my side. not only you don't want me. your friends detest me. sigh, maybe i'm really not worthy of such a person.. i was afraid i would screw it up sometime or another. but i thought we could pull it through. i was wrong.. why did you leave me? why don't you care.. why don't you call.. why is it so hard to show love to someone who doesn't respond in any way at all.. haiz.
--just.a.little.something.i.dreamt.of.yesterday.
still.i.wait.for.that.time.
you broke my heart, you told lies. through the pain and all my sighs.
In my heart, theres still you be there for everything we've been through.
once again, twice alone, i always thought you were a clone.
always near, always here, you will never see me tear.
you loved me, you said so, said that just before you let me go
you were also like a theft- breaking my heart, leaving nothing left.
in my dreams, i saw you, i even thought my dreams came true.
when you needed me, i was there but now its plain to see, you don't really care.
with all your friends and all my fears, you'd never take me back for years.
in my dreams- you were mine, still i wait- for that time.
