i love bowling
sportsschool05-08
AUT09
sportsschool09(don't ask, okay wait. do)
19/01/1992 hits
i won't die without my phone :D i'm stubborn but i'm trying to fix it.
i want a whole day that i can spend doing exactly what i want,
with who i want.
i want a best friend right here right now
i badly need to buy new shoes i need to go shopping for shirts soon
i need to lose fat, pretty badly now
i want someone to teach me guitar
& someone as noob as me to jam with
i believe that life is NOT meant to suck
may God teach me to love.
"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequete, but that we are powerful beyond measure...
It is our light, not darkness, that most frightens us."
Saturday, June 13, 2009
i must have needed that extra rest SO BAD. i slept like a pig, i couldn't move my arms when i tried to go to the gym. the last three and a half hours were just dreamless rest, i feel like i can think faster, maybe move faster. the last part seems almost funny, i'm tempted to think it's psychological - i can almost SEE better. oO
if you wanna FaLaLaLa.
4:00 AM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
altruism is the act of giving without expecting in return. i must learn to expect - nothing in return.
in a painfully ironic icon of perpetual truth: the worst, most heartbreaking, moments shown with care and taken with silence and a smile are really the moments with the most love.
silence beckons a liberating heartbreak; an early conclusion to an otherwise endless love story, words beckon a painfully thin walkway of love. spattered with anguish and love; psychedelic colours painting a striking panorama, both ugly and beautiful at once.
who makes the call? what IS the call? i know silence, for me, only predecesses regret. but what of us? am i sufficient to decide for the both? since when do i have such right or authority? DO I then have the ability to choose? what is the answer?
confusion and insanity edge ever closer to the brink in this article of my heartless homicide
if you wanna FaLaLaLa.
10:49 AM
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
okaay. time to update
things that happened in the last 2 months (or so)
i got into the second round of AYG! homework is killing me training is tiring body's feeling drained, absolutely drained of energy i need to buck up and stop slacking! (in both my physical exercise and my work) i started bucking up and slacking less i got into the last round of AYG! i'm in the AYG bowling team! *clap clap* yay. hooray. i was on national TV, looked like a clown i'm dying from work training is tiring i got my ass up to gym! woohoo. in record time. 45 mins with cardio i think? not good
what happened today
somethings more recent. i went to school! whopeedoo, what holidays right? i knoww. don't ask. school holidays mean that we stay at home, not that we actually have HOLIDAYS. not in their original non-contextual meanings anyway.
Dictionary.com says holidays are "a period of cessation from work or one of recreation; vacation." obviously singapore's term of "school holidays" are all oxymorons. we don't exactly have freedom from work, nor the period of recreation termed by a "holiday".
oh well, complaining won't get my ass anywhere. let's get whoopin' and convince meself that exams are FUN; i can try to trash people (while facing the possibility, not probability mind you, of getting trashed). work! i have to finish up chem. i'll do it on the MRT on the way to school tomorrow. i think i just had a really great day!
ssc gave us this jacket and tracksuit for AYG, it's really pretty. sigh, my whole life recently has been AYG. i'm looking forward to it so much, but also to the days that come after it. [S]tudies and [S]ports can take a toll on people, just like our school-coined term that we're all familiar with, everyone say... *hint* you're supposed to say SS! really loudly in your room or wherever you are, just for the heck of it
alright. i'm kinda tired. wooh, lookatthetime. it's already 1. die die die. 6 hours of sleep! not enough. tomorrow (or today) faces new challenges! FREE (there all the singaporean stares) sports physio/massage by SSC, and a LUNG TEST? pls msg me to let me know what that is if you're informed, i don't exactly enjoy being freaked out by probing devices. being freaked out otherwise once in awhile is okay. once in a very very very long while. like 100 years. okay, actually. it's still not okay. no freaking out's better.