i love bowling
sportsschool05-08
AUT09
sportsschool09(don't ask, okay wait. do)
19/01/1992 hits
i won't die without my phone :D i'm stubborn but i'm trying to fix it.
i want a whole day that i can spend doing exactly what i want,
with who i want.
i want a best friend right here right now
i badly need to buy new shoes i need to go shopping for shirts soon
i need to lose fat, pretty badly now
i want someone to teach me guitar
& someone as noob as me to jam with
i believe that life is NOT meant to suck
may God teach me to love.
"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequete, but that we are powerful beyond measure...
It is our light, not darkness, that most frightens us."
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
my life has officially gotten worse, i have pissed queenie lee qi and nashita t. pillay off for joking with nashita about her appetite, apparently she concealed previously obtained anger towards me before letting it out like several sticks of lit dynamite.
i have suffered before and shall suffer in the future. but never did i expect it from one of my best classmates in 2005. its alright for me. she gets pissed. i can't dance. life goes on.
but not me.. i'd stay behind to find out what i did wrong before doing anything else.
i'm sorry nashita if you can read this but i don't think you were fair to me cos you NEVER told me what i did to piss either you or your ex-roomie off. besides stickin' around. which i don't even do in school anymore.
MY OWN THOUGHTS-
*vulgarities and inappropriate post-material has been cut here*
nash, queenie. i'm sorry. andy, why did you go. i need you most now man.. to cheer me up. the one who used to cheer people up. i don't work anymore man.. i'm just broken.. like a toy, thrown away. cast aside by its lazy owners unwilling to mend it. it shall never share the same shelf with its fellow toys. it has little chance of being repaired. where had it been broken. in the heart, <3 is eternal people say. well.. people are liars. you told me you felt <3 for me, looking at things, how can love be eternal?
who will walk beside me when they are all against me.
