i love bowling
sportsschool05-08
AUT09
sportsschool09(don't ask, okay wait. do)
19/01/1992 hits
i won't die without my phone :D i'm stubborn but i'm trying to fix it.
i want a whole day that i can spend doing exactly what i want,
with who i want.
i want a best friend right here right now
i badly need to buy new shoes i need to go shopping for shirts soon
i need to lose fat, pretty badly now
i want someone to teach me guitar
& someone as noob as me to jam with
i believe that life is NOT meant to suck
may God teach me to love.
"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequete, but that we are powerful beyond measure...
It is our light, not darkness, that most frightens us."
Monday, March 03, 2008
wow i didn't expect so many people to like tag, or even visit! haha, hello all :D
des: thanks for askin' me to cheer up. though i haven't quite been doing that recently. and i'm sorry i can't be spending much time with you recently, but its like we're both so caught up.but all said, we both drifted some and i hope everything'll be fine like after your exams, (and hopefully mine). i really miss the times we shared when we were so close.
kim: cheer up kim, life isn't always easy, sometimes its so unfair, some people have it harder than others. but that's no reason to give up okay. remember, every time you want to give up, think of why you've been holding on so long in the first place. everything happens for a reason, fix things out with your coach, i'm sure you can do it.
kor: you shouldn't be so emo lar! i know you are man, but still! emo isn't that fun after awhile yknow, time to liven up bro :D
george: you're welcome for the sweetss :D at least you asked, most people just tell me "nothing" or "anything", SO HARD TO FIND PRESENTS. tsk, indecisive people.
nat: hello nat! i will put it there when i actually find time to update, like the template. cos i have so little time on the com's, i think i should like give up dota already, too big waste of weekend time. and sometimes weekdays O.O. haha! thanks for asking about cf, its going pretty well :D pray God works more of his magic in the school.
school
i don't like going to school, i really love my class, its pretty fun and all the people are kinda cool. just the having-to-study-for-the-biggest-exam-of-your-life-coming-up-in-ten-months is like such the biggest killjoy the world can ever know. probably. except poverty and starvation. that's pretty sad. but still, i can't stand school man. i never liked studying! NEVERR. i'm only doing it because 1) most singaporeans without o'level education don't get jobs worth much money, and 2) i don't totally suck at it. works just overloading, normally i can finish everything in class, not to boast but this is retarding the ways i want to spend my free time! ):
bowling
i wish i could be so much better, i can't repeat shots, my balance is kinda off, my sparing system hasn't been fixed since sec2 (though i am putting in alot of effort to finally change it). the national coaches called basil for training, and somehow justin and chiew pang got pulled in too, like training on our normal school days, which is supposed to start for SSS students only after like B'divs. but when i asked uncle yong, he told me :"not for you, that one." sigh, i feel so left-out, i used to be there, among them, even beside them. now i stand far behind. so far i feel as if sometimes i can never make the gap close up. but i'm not a quitter. i just need an opening. i just need to prove myself. i dont want to be a one-time-wonder.
