i love bowling
sportsschool05-08
AUT09
sportsschool09(don't ask, okay wait. do)
19/01/1992 hits
i won't die without my phone :D i'm stubborn but i'm trying to fix it.
i want a whole day that i can spend doing exactly what i want,
with who i want.
i want a best friend right here right now
i badly need to buy new shoes i need to go shopping for shirts soon
i need to lose fat, pretty badly now
i want someone to teach me guitar
& someone as noob as me to jam with
i believe that life is NOT meant to suck
may God teach me to love.
"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequete, but that we are powerful beyond measure...
It is our light, not darkness, that most frightens us."
Sunday, July 13, 2008
haven't blogged in awhile, anyway today was a GOD INSPIRED DAY. lets see the chain of seemingly random events that caused it.
last night i slept pretty early, if i hadn't, i definitely would not have woken up for lunch, let alone service in the morning. besides, i felt i was about to go on a downward spiral shutting down cf soon or handing it over to someone else. i wanted to quit, just be a nobody. because nobody looks at nobodys, and it would have been so easy.
i was awoken by my sister at 8:50, with 20 mins to leaving for church. contemplating weather or not i should go, i was compelled by a "random" urge to cite the following, as taught by my youth ministry chairman and small-group leader Adriel : i am a child of God, i have a chosen destiny to change the world for Jesus Christ." and consequently, the thought struck me, "i shouldn't be wasting time on my bed then!"
within the next half-an-hour, several things have proceeded. i bathed, washed up, went to church without my bag or bible. It was then that i remembered Adriel was preaching today, and his messages are VERY GOOD.
after being seated on the floor due to overwhelming response from the youth flowing into the prayer&praise service i was dissappointed, seeing a random woman that i didn't know on the front stage opening in the verses of Joshua, i thought Adriel wasn't going to preach after all. Thank God i was wrong.
Adriel's message touched me today, it was about having a vision to change, how practicalism is really just skepticism put into another word, how we have to look forward, and see what we can do for God, not what God can do for us, how we should bring forward a new worship, by letting Him work in us, giving up our lives to Him, and being silent, to hear His calling and answer to His works He has for us. we have to be still to know His voice and even stiller to hear His heart.
My post doesn't have to relate to anyone, but i have to put it up. today is the day i'm turning around, and i want to remember it.
